Thursday, 28 October 2010

Prayers For Rain

If any of you like The Cure or atmospheric and emotional songs [depressing and surreal basically] then I would strongly reccoment this song http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YY-6Xs4wUWE It's absolutetly incredible. And here is my favourite photo of Robert Smith...



I'm aware this isn't a Cure photo and those of you who aren't into them may not be able to desipher who is and isn't a women, but I think it's beautiful and allthough dark, still very soft.
I just had to use this as a warm up to the blog above, I have actual butterflies for it
 

Wednesday, 27 October 2010

In Rainbows

There are two extremely important blogs that need to become exhibited into the community, however, that kind of excitement and wonder needs excersing into and I think we all need to prepare (plus I'm in the process of eating a jacket potato)
So for the time being, here is an array of colour coordinated photographs- partially inspired by someone else, and the Radiohead album- but the photo's are mine, here you are =)

















 

And now I am going to watch Amelie.
I leave you, hopefully satisfied, and with these Arctic Monkeys lyrics...
"If his whisper splits the mist, just think of what he's capeable of with his kiss"

Monday, 25 October 2010

My So Called Life

I love this programme so much!



The autumnal bicycle scenes are so beautiful, they can almost be felt within me, untill my cheeks burn and tingle with love and understanding. I know that sounds ridiculous but the story lines get me in such an honest portrayal that it's like 'My So Called Life' is a counsellor


I know I'm taking this too far but It's so pure and pristenly perfect that It's allmost as transparently honest as water, yet in a deep way. I'm trying to explain how wonderful it is [by typing a jumble of long, uncorrolated words] but I don't even know what to say- because the programme does it all for me.
It's so true and unafraid to portray honesty that it's allmost not real...



Although it is essentialy just a classic highschool storyline, for anyone to relate to, at the same time it's also unique/ bold/ hillarious/ lovely... it's like MY So Called Life, and your so called life, and his so called life and blahdyblah, you get the idea...When I try to explain the way it makes me feel I just sound like Angela, but me at the same time, because we are like the same person it's almost frightening.



The show demonstrates every characters perspective in a fair and clear way, yet they all link together like thread in a ribbon. Not only is every single sentance poignantly quotable but every single scene is deep and beautiful enough to transform into a still image.



I really can't explain but if my emotional, heartfelt ramblings strike any sort of curiosity about the programme I would 100% reccomend watching or buying or whatever., even if you just like 90's style checky shirts, old films similar to The Breakfast Club or simply have a slight crush on Jared Leto...



Lord I genuinly think I've developed swolen glands after all that emotion, non-the-less, heres a perfect link to a long and wonderfuly beautiful clip that just sums everything up http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZUI7mo6tQpM enjoy x



My So Called Life portrays every word and emotion that I've ever felt but just didn't know how to phrase.

Monday, 11 October 2010

Bridges/ Bricks/ Buildings/ Booze: My photos of Newcastle

Happy October! It's the month with conkers, leaves and knitted scarves <3







I know those photo's made me look like an escaped patient but hey [you should have noticed by now, I'm a bit odd] to celobrate autumn [and the release of Paul Smith's solo and album/ Polaroid book- it's basically national Paul Smith day- which only increases my existing obsession] ...here are some pictures I took in town on Saturday (after getting my We Are Scientists ticket!)
They aren't amazing or anything, all of  sudden I just realised how much I love Newcastle, so felt the need to photograph it =)




For anyone who knows me, or has read the previous blog, I think the not so hidden meaning of the picture below, may be rather clear [This may not be believable but I didn't write that]





Now might be a nice time to point out that Kasabian love Newcastle

 
 

The next two pictures pretty much some up Newcastle perfectly: alcohol and architecture



 

Hope you (3 followers) all had a happy 10/10/10 10.10 thingy with all the 10's...
Anyway,, I'm off to see Corrine Bailey Rae for.. freee!! we won a competition =D



Have a nice monday x

Wednesday, 29 September 2010

I've seen Maximo Park!

It was absolute magic.
(I will apologize now- mainly to Elizabeth Walshaw- for writing such a ridiculously obsessive and ludicrously lengthy and embarrasing ramble.) Also- this is largely dedicated to Laura Black and Paul Smith <3



Scissor kicks/ star jumps/ screams/ special songs/ skinny jeans... dear Maximo Park: I am forever gratefull.
Everyone has a thing, that like defines them as a human being: Ross from friends has dinosours, Ant has Dec, salt's thing is vinegar... I think mine is Maximo Park. As cheesy as this, and the entire blog sounds, thier music makes me feel and it makes me understand. I can hear Roller Disco Dreams in my chest, Postcard of a Painting just sings straight to my heart and By The Monument is like a beautiful "secret shared" between them and the residants of Newcastle, so when they played it: Holy Jesus!



The set list (which was infront of me!) was an utter dream that I never thought would come true:
By The Monument
Books From Boxes
I Want You To Stay
Good greif! they just speak to me. It's difficult not to fall in love with them when Paul Smith litterally sings his soul till tears tell the most moving and respectable truth, whilst the music is like an extra icing and sprinkle of unignorable power and meaning that can physicly be felt rushing through the body. Phewft- all I have ever wanted in life was to witness those fantastic and emotional songs live- but I never let myself believe that I actually would! And now look what was directly infront of me!..



The gig really was as if Paul Smith and Lucas Wooller had radioactive mega voult electricity pumping through them at a dangerously, life threateningly exciting level and I cannot explain how mesmerising and incredible and attractive it was to behold! From jumping/ hopping/ standing on and dropping keyboards to bouncing/dancing/running/leaping/gyrating singing, it was just energizing and remarkable!



"When you lie on my bed and you label me your friend- don't you know how much that hurts?" during Girls Who Play Guitars was just the most anticipated pinical of my existance. Graffiti, Going Missing and Apply Some Pressure, more importantly, Limassol can only be described by this live quote "The reason we like to chat between songs is because we aren't just another band who come on, play some songs and are like 'whatever' We are Maximo Park and this is what we do!" And I can finally say: I've seen them!



I never thought I would say this- esspecially bearing in mind the times I've cried and prayed and missed out over the six years of waiting. As well as the 4 painful hours spent circling Sunderland in the rain, trying to find the venue, which resulted in dissapointment and alltogehter 5 more uncomfortable drives over the bridge, repeating the instrucions "Second left on the next roundabout towards the A1232" till I practicly chanted it to get to sleep and no longer needed to read the directions.

Ooh and not to mention, when I thought I saw Paul Smith in Ikea! I hung around the spoon section for a lot longer than necessary just to embarras myself infront of a rather good looking stranger, then get evacuated due to a suspected fire risk so went to Topshop and bought some sequined floral hotpants, it was an eventful day that I'll never forget.. [I later wrote the story in breif on the back of a poster saying simply 'Love You', then broke infront of the barrier and clambered over sound equiptment to deleiver] aanyway, after all that hooha, I think those ridiculous and unhealthily obsessed years of rather impatient waiting were actually- worth it.



To see them is pretty much all I've ever wished for in life, and when the sureal and overwhelming blur of lucky and perfect disbeleif leaves me for breif and over joyously exctatic moments- it just hits me that I have! And I really cannot controll myself, or my emotions and limbs for that matter. This isn't a joke: I am complete now. I woke up feeling as if I no longer need to achieve anything else in life because my one dream has now been acomplished perfectly. OK I may have took that a little too far there but seriously I felt and feel so happy.



I allmost included a ridiculous speech in this blog where I turned all spiritual and thank full and allmost religious as if I was dying or something, talking about patience and maturity and dreams coming true blahdy blah then realised it was probably best to keep that insanity inside the diary- esspecially cause the rest of this is ludicrously mad enough allready- so instead I will round this off by saying the gig was perfect and captivating and energizing and superlatively uncomparisonable. Allmost better than I could have imagined. Thank you

Saturday, 18 September 2010

It started with a spotty sock

Well, this has been my life of recent times...



Beginning with a ripped tartan sock one outfit change lead to another,







Before I knew it, I'd started on the stripy tights



And then there were the props and I was off, it all went to my head...



The volume wasn't meant to be that extreme but when discovering the excess of my shoe and sock collection I got slightly over excited.



And then this happened:



Followed by these...



The ludicrous thing is, I can barely ride a bike without encountering a near death disaster